12 weeks

I made it! My chance of miscarriage now is very low. 12 weeks is like a breath of fresh air. Although the sickness thing is still present, it's not nearly as bad. I just have to remember to eat. We made it Facebook official yesterday. So now everyone knows. One person messaged me to say congrats and said you are just a fertile mertle aren't you? If they only knew. I wish that was the case. I wish I didn't have to save money for years in order to just do a procedure that might result in a pregnancy. The reality is that infertility isn't talked about much. It's embarrassing to most people and they decide to just keep it a secret. I think being open is best for me. I am an open book for the most part. I don't hold anything back. But that's just my personality I guess. I do wish more people would make it more known. I think many would benefit from it. 

Anyway back to me and the little peanut. I had a Drs appointment yesterday. No ultrasound just the Doppler thing. A little disappointed but just hearing the little thumping of his/hers heart was so reassuring. I am going to a new office on Monday though. I'm on the fence if I like my current dr and her staff. I just get the feeling that there is someone else that is better for me. We shall see. I have heard lots of good things about her so that's a positive. I'm so anxious to find out the sex. 20 weeks seems so far away. I may crack and go get an elective one at 15/16 weeks. 

I really don't have much else to report. Emma is doing great and thriving with therapy. The girl talks non stop now. She doesn't ever shut up lol. We went to a wedding over the weekend in a different state and she was an angel on both drives. 4 1/2 hours each way. I was so relieved. 

I'll update a gain soon! Love you guys!